I hate that I’m spoiled. I really do get whatever I want whenever I want. I hate that I take people for granted. I hate that I’m still in love with my ex Alex from almost two years ago and I hate knowing that if he came back into my life id drop everyone for him and I don’t even feel guilty about that. I hate how when he left I felt lost and how easy it was for me to use guys and forget about them. I hate how heartless I’ve become I hate that I don’t know how to say I love you to people I actually care about. I hate that I think about sex so much(notice I said think not have)I hate how easily I drop people and not look back. I hate how I’ve never taken school as seriously as other people and I hate that I don’t worry about things as much as I should. I hate that I’ve always been handed things I hate that I’ve always had ppl that cared about me so I don’t really know what it’s like to not Have anyone.
But I love that when I care about someone I really do care about them and I’d go the extra mile for them. I love that I’ve learned how to appreciate the little things in life. I love that I’ve taught myself so many things like interior design and how to design websites. I love how I know so many things that I’ve taught myself and can use in the real world. I love that even though i can’t remember my dad that I can still say I love him. I love that I don’t care about materialistic things. I love that I don’t hold grudges as much as I used to and I love all the people in my life that have been here since the beginning. I love the way I grew up that even through I’ve been spoiled I know how to stand my ground and get what I want. I love that I have a big family that has always been there for me. I love my life yes, but I can’t help but feel bad for people that don’t have anything and I love that I can feel sympathy.
I have a lot of things I love and hate about myself these are the things I can think of lol.